I made Dinner!!!

Hello again, Well tonight i made and awesome dinner. I made stuffed shells. I dont know why i wanted them but last night i just had a thought and was like stuffed shells would be good. So after work today i went to the store and bought all the stuff i needed to make them . They turned out pretty damn good. but that was my day. Not much else happened except chris and jimmy did a little more demoliting to the room so we are one step closer to being done. well maybe we have alot more to do but every little bit helps.. the pics above are my stuffed shells. the one is just out of the oven and the other is what im about to eat. dont it look good=)

with love

carla

P.S. Miss you all, Mom, Dad, and Ashleigh, and i love you

I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO!!!!!

Hey whats up? well since the last time i wrote i have stepped down from manager. Not that i regret it but know i still have those feelings of waanting to save everyone. Now alot of girls are quiting and i feel responsible for it. I know i shouldnt but i do. thats why now i am torn between staying there and maybe be unhappy if i stay there. should i stay or should i go that is the question? I know part of it is that i feel alone. but i know i am not alone i have my husband. but sometimes you need your mommy. I miss them like crazy and it is now just hitting me that they are gone. I guess i take things forgranted that she is right around the corner and i can pop in whenever i feel like it. but now i cant do that. I know they are coming back but it not easy. and i know i willl get used to it and before i now it they will be home. Its just hard alot of changes are going on and it is very stressful time for me. I guess i just feel better when i know my mom or ashleigh will be there if i decided to drop by. I know i am rambling and it might not make since but i just had to get it out so there i am done will write later Love you all and miss you