Sunday, June 22, 2008
I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO!!!!!
Hey whats up? well since the last time i wrote i have stepped down from manager. Not that i regret it but know i still have those feelings of waanting to save everyone. Now alot of girls are quiting and i feel responsible for it. I know i shouldnt but i do. thats why now i am torn between staying there and maybe be unhappy if i stay there. should i stay or should i go that is the question? I know part of it is that i feel alone. but i know i am not alone i have my husband. but sometimes you need your mommy. I miss them like crazy and it is now just hitting me that they are gone. I guess i take things forgranted that she is right around the corner and i can pop in whenever i feel like it. but now i cant do that. I know they are coming back but it not easy. and i know i willl get used to it and before i now it they will be home. Its just hard alot of changes are going on and it is very stressful time for me. I guess i just feel better when i know my mom or ashleigh will be there if i decided to drop by. I know i am rambling and it might not make since but i just had to get it out so there i am done will write later Love you all and miss you
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Baby be strong. You are not to blame for anyone leaving. I am sorry that I am not right around the corner, but know that I am at the end of an e-mail. I will be home in 6 Mondays. So stay strong for me baby and do not do anything rash until you have thought it out in the long run or talked to your dad, Chris or I. We are always here to be your sounding board. Love ya lots and miss you more.
Carla you know that you can always talk to me!!! I am always there I am not your mom but hey I am the next best thing. I am a true friend and I will always listen and I have been in alot of been there done that situations. If you ever need a person to tal to you just pick up the phone and call. I will be there no matter what. Friends to me are like FAMILY!!!
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